Brian Kinney ([info]nineinchescut) wrote,
2004-01-17 20:32:00
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  • Mood: angry

A little self-reflection is a dangerous thing.

I'm going to fucking kill him.

Kill.

Him.

Why? Why does he do it? And why do I even fucking care how he weasels his way in like that? Jesus. I sound like a goddamn lesbian, with the boo-hooing.

He pisses me off on purpose. And I let him, which pisses me off even more, and then there's screaming and he slams the fucking door.

And then we fuck.

Hey - there it is, Kinney, nice work. Introspection has its benefits.

We fuck, and he apologizes with that tongue, and I'd fucking slit my throat before I'd tell him that he can make me come in ten seconds if I don't think about something else. And then I get even more POd, because he just grins that fucking sunshine grin like he KNOWS, and it makes his cock hard.

His fucking cock is the only reason he's still around, his cock and his tight, sweet ass, and that's a fucking lie and I can't even make it sound convincing in my own fucking private journal.

You're a fraud, Kinney.

But FUCK, he's so tight and he has this little purr he makes in the back of his throat, and it makes me so hard. Like last night. And the fact that I was furious made it sweeter, and HOW DOES HE DO THAT?

He groans my name when he comes, every single time, and it doesn't matter if we're at Babylon or Woody's or in the stinking dirty alley or home in bed, it's always my name and THAT'S what always makes me come too. And I think he's figured that out because he always has this smirk on his face that I want to smack off him.

FUCKING JUSTIN. WTF am I going to do?

note to self: filter this for later.

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[info]daphnekinney

January 17 2004, 20:36:00 UTC 8 years ago

*COMES*

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:46:41 UTC 8 years ago

Voyeurism is your thing, hmm?

[info]daphnekinney

January 17 2004, 21:00:37 UTC 8 years ago

Sorry Brian, it took me a minute to realize you meant to filter this. I really shouldn't have read. :(

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[info]justinkinney

January 17 2004, 20:40:40 UTC 8 years ago

<3

[info]hunterkinney

January 17 2004, 20:44:26 UTC 8 years ago

All the more reason to dump him.

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:48:07 UTC 8 years ago

You're in the audience too? Niiiiice.

Remind me to get very drunk.

[info]hunterkinney

January 17 2004, 20:50:34 UTC 8 years ago

Meet you at Woodys.

[info]zenben

January 17 2004, 20:55:23 UTC 8 years ago

No sir, you've got a date with your German homework.

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[info]zenben

January 17 2004, 20:44:47 UTC 8 years ago

I think perhaps you toggled the wrong filter here, Brian, you might want to recheck your settings.

That said, self-reflection is a good and healthy thing. I understand these are thoughts you did not mean to share, and I'm sorry if you feel I'm intruding but I have to say: I'm glad for you both.

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:49:44 UTC 8 years ago

Why thank you, Professor, for that heartfelt view. I'm thrilled you approve. From now on, I'll run every private post by you.

WTF is there to be glad about?! Christ, the kid drives me insane every minute of every day.

[info]zenben

January 17 2004, 20:54:26 UTC 8 years ago

*nods* Of course he does.

[info]emnotblake

January 17 2004, 20:45:34 UTC 8 years ago

Brian, sweetie, did you mean to type this?

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:51:17 UTC 8 years ago

No, Emmett, I didn't. It was a complete accident. Amazing how a post of random letters can accidentally make words.

CHRIST! Why is this so interesting to you assholes?

I guess I just answered my own question.

[info]gusr00lz

January 17 2004, 20:45:44 UTC 8 years ago

I don't believe it.

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:51:40 UTC 8 years ago

You wouldn't.

[info]gusr00lz

January 17 2004, 20:52:54 UTC 8 years ago

Oh Brian, I know you didn't mean for us to see this. But I'm so happy for you right now. I never questioned it. I'm proud of you.

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:54:08 UTC 8 years ago

Lindsay, can you stop being a mommy for five fucking seconds?

[info]gusr00lz

January 17 2004, 21:02:12 UTC 8 years ago

Nope. I'm a Mom for life. Don't worry, Brian. It's not like this is a surprise to anyone. Ignore Mel.

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[info]justinkinney

January 17 2004, 20:53:33 UTC 8 years ago

Brian, no matter who I'm with or whatever alley I'm in, it will always be your name.

I'll be home soon.

[info]nineinchescut

January 17 2004, 20:58:30 UTC 8 years ago

It's hard to say it with my cock in your mouth, isn't it?

Come to think of it, why isn't my cock in your mouth?

Oh, right. BECAUSE YOU'RE LATE GETTING HOME, AS USUAL.

[info]justinkinney

January 17 2004, 21:04:28 UTC 8 years ago

Jesus Christ, I'm leaving

Do you want me to get anything on the way home?

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[info]stillnotkinney

January 17 2004, 21:39:54 UTC 8 years ago

What did I miss?

[info]capnmikey

January 18 2004, 05:55:06 UTC 8 years ago

ben's cooking a huge meal tonite do u n justin want to come over??

[info]nineinchescut

January 18 2004, 07:12:35 UTC 8 years ago

We're staying in.

More tofu and bean curd for you.

[info]capnmikey

January 18 2004, 07:14:31 UTC 8 years ago

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